Wednesday, July 10, 2013

Let it go...


Then they cried out to the Lord in their trouble,
    and he delivered them from their distress.   Psalm 107:6


Going to Dr this morning. Please pray for guidance for him in treating me.  I have wrapped my head around it and will be good. I swear Dr Thomas suffers as much as I do...maybe more as he feels helpless at times to get me pain free. I keep telling him I truly don't expect that ever again.  But I am OK. I always tell my members (I work for Weight Watchers) that one of the most important things about our life journey and bumps in the road is "what did I learn"?  If we go thru these   Less than fun adventures, whether it is health, marriage, children, etc, and don't learn from our mistakes we have missed the point.  God is the ultimate teacher...His rules are the only ones that count. Here is my thought process after years of trying to "out God"God:  I am having troubles (pain let's say) I can no longer walk very well, run, even stand for long. OK. MOVING ON. what CAN I do? Get a cool wheelchair...first things first!   Enjoy my family, grandkids, friends, walking isn't pretty but it's walking, drive,  Can work on limited basis...blessings blessings blessings. Dwelling on what I can't do would sadly diminish  what I can do. Am I a POLLYANNA? Probably.  My sister used to say my ballon never landed.  And she was right. I held on to it and would not let go!  I no longer have that energy and I'm letting go all the time. Let go and let God...and it is soooo liberating. Should have learned it earlier!  But I'm passing it on to you. So with that I bid you a blessed day and ask you to be aware of your blessings for they are legion!!! That is all...over and out!  >^.^< 

1 comment:

Unknown said...

You have to be the strongest woman I know. You are a great inspiration. Wishing you all of God's blessings!